Sometimes fate is just that simple..

LASIK

I'm going for Lasik next sat. The initial plan was to wait another 1or 2years, but the recent contact lens infection made me realise how much I hate wearing glasses. Its amazingly inconvenient! And the specialist and docs I've seen keep telling me not to wear con anymore.. cos the eyes may get infected again if I wear them. And thing is u need to wait till they start swelling, meaning its already quite serious before u'll noe, which is really unsafe..

But Lasik isnt a full-proof thing, not everyone has a perfect eyesight after the surgery. There may be a need for re-treat, a second Lasik to fully correct the eye. Thats the thing I'm most worried about, cos I have a very high degree. I have to pay more, and go thru the scary process a second time. Praying hard that it wont happen to me..

And there's the side effect of having dry eyes after the surgery, which is quite common. I dunno how badly thats gonna affect my life thereafter.. but should be ok.. And many more to worry about, when I can fully recover, can I go back to work on mon, blaahhh.

I'm sure gonna lose sleep the whole week.. Good luck to me!

Was on mc for 4days last week cos of contact lens infection.. Got my eyes swelling for many days, and cant put on con for next 2weeks..

Been away from work for too long, I'm actually looking forward to work tmr. In fact I cant wait to be back at work!

Been also thinking of things I can do to become healthier.. or at least less issues as compared to now. All the swollen eyes, nose sore, mouth sore, cracked lips, blah blah haunts me every now and then. They just take turn to come and go, its really tiring.

Decided to work harder on my healthy diet, be more strict with myself.. And more fruits, greens, milk, fish, plain water. Dunno if no more late nights on fri is possible, but will try. Then I can go for morning swim on sat! Another impt thing to do is to make swimming a habit :)

I'm watching 巴不得爸爸 now.. very funny show! And I love the theme song..

I'm back! finally..

Feeling really bad for neglecting this place.. There's so much to say, but no time and motivation to keep this place going. But I'll still try..

Realised work is taking up alot of time. If u dun plan your wkends well, it will be gone before u know it.. If I'm in the midst of my drama, the faster my wkends pass! Anyway, work is good so far.. sometimes stressful, but everything else good!

Cant believe 2010 is here.. We're turning 23 this year, scary!
In 2010, hope I can be converted to perm and get a payrise..
Hope I'll be healthier, please!!
And may I find someone as cute as D :)

YEAH people! Christmas is here!!
Yes we broke up already, stop following us!

Realised most people are neglecting their blogs now.. And usually they are people who have twitter accounts.. Hm, I'm one of them! And I'm slowly neglecting my twitter account too!

There's nothing exciting to blog about anyway, besides being busy at work. Busy but happy :)

Its just the first day of my mission and I faced so many challenges.

Was at golden shoe buying packed lunch.. usually when I'm there I'll eat nasi lemak with chicken wings, fish fillet and ikan bilis. I was already in the queue, I looked at the chicken wing and asked 'should I?' In the end I went to buy 菜饭.

After lunch, my boss treated us to donuts from donut factory. I was offered at least 3-4 times the whole afternoon, I didnt had any.

For dinner I had something full of vegetables..
And I painstakingly gave this a miss. oh man..
But well, its just the first day. If I cant even restrain from the temptations today, then I'm really hopeless. Lets see how long this will last..

I think I'm lacking too much self-discipline that if I dun do something about it, I'm going to lose control of my own life.. This may sound exaggerating but its true. I have so many plans in mind but I've achieved none. After some time, it gets quite frustrating.

And wats the meaning of life if we dun have goals to work towards? The first thing I'm gonna do is to control my diet. Dun worry, I'm not trying to slim down, but more of eating healthy.

No fried food, no oily food, no snacks, no soft drinks, less bubble tea, less rice. With more fruits and plain water.
Plus at least once a week of exercise.. can I make it?

When I just started work, I keep wanting to take a pic of my workplace then post it here. But banks are quite strict with alot of things so I dropped the idea..

The below is not taken by me (obviously) so I should be safe.

Been wanting to get a chest of drawer for so long.. Before we could go to Ikea to get it, my Dad sold his car. Today he borrowed his boss' RAV4 cos we needed to run some errands.. and we made our way to Ikea after that... YEAH!
Gosh, it took us more than 2hours? super complicated!

Love the idea of putting photo frames on it.. dunno why.
And shifted my table out of the room. Its quite empty now.. Then I'm left with a pile of clothes on my bed.. Most likely I'll just throw them on the floor tonight. I'm tired and lazy to pack.. Today we shifted my grandfather's ashes to a new temple (or watever u call it) and we all get to touch the ashes.. Quite cool.. I miss my grandfather, wonder how things will be like if he's still around. Maybe at the very least, my grandmother will be happier :)

Traveled around with Toyota RAV4 today.. Love the car, its big, nice and cool.When I finish paying off my school fees, gonna start saving for our new family car. Something as big and cool as this..

Twitter!

Hey people, just to let u all noe I've just set up a twitter account! Maybe when I'm busy to blog, I'll just leave messages there.. seems fun.

Wont be linking it to my blog.. so find me there: http://twitter.com/622elaine

I find Moses' words (both english and chinese) very cute.
Love such simple messages :)

I'm on leave tmr!!

Got a whole list of things to do.. was thinking of going for a swim in the morning, then I need to clean my room. My clothes are piling up all over my bed and table. And the pressing need to clear my wardrobe! then of cos catch a few episodes of drama.. followed by a nice afternoon nap, and so on.. wat a lovely Monday!

家家有本难念的经

Sometimes u just wanna lead a simple life with your family, but u're not allowed to.

The rich and nothing-better-to-do people like to disrupt our peaceful life.. I wish I had alot of money.. then I can throw notes at them and tell them to f*** off and stop looking down on my grandma.

This morning we were happily preparing to go for my cousin's wedding lunch.. then we received a sudden news that a relative has passed on last nite.. So in a day I went to a wedding, then a wake. Just hoping my uncle and 2 yiyi will be strong..

Something cliche, but cherish every single one around u before they leave u forever. by then it would be too late for regrets..

左麟右李2009

Spent my precious long weekend doing nothing except watching 左麟右李2009 concert over and over and over again.. Its still so good, each time I watch their concert I tell myself the next time I wanna be at their concert, watching them live. The one and only time they came a few years ago, I just couldnt bear to spend that hundred over bucks watching, so I gave it a miss. And I regretted till today.. But now all I hope is that they will have a concert again, cos I'm thinking of catching it in HK!!! Cos the HK fans are simply a bunch who appreciates good music, and they're super high and fun! Moreover I love the canto songs so much, I'm gonna get irritated if I hear them sing all the nice songs in chinese, its just not nice anymore.

I'm praying so hard that there will be a concert.. cos Alan Tam is getting old. Really dunno when's the last.. Anyway lots of couples go watch their concerts together, its really the sweetest thing to do. While I'm waiting for the concert, I can start finding someone who's willing to go with me..

Great minds think alike

When u noe your boss wont be in office for the week and u simply haven got enough of the weekend, its inevitable that u'll think twice about waking up when the alarm rings. I struggled for a few minutes this morning, in the end decided to go to work because going to the polyclinic on a monday can be worse than going to work..

On my way to work, I received a sms from my colleague.. 'I'm unwell today, wont be going to office.' WAAHHH!! At that instant I regretted.

Lesson learnt: Even if u dun do it, others will.

I'm getting quite frustrated.. cos I'm taking way too long to finish a drama. I started watching before I start work, but have not finished till now.. I used to take no more than 5days?

Seriously need to work on my time management.. and practise work-life balance better. :)

This song 讲你知 is by Jacky Cheung. I was telling myself this 16year old boy is so daring to sing Jacky Cheung's song during a competition.. Who knows it turned out to be so good, even the judge said its better than the original, which I couldnt agree more..