I couldnt get to sleep for the past 2 nights. Insomnia will be the greatest torture since sleeping is the only activity that I look forward to. I'm not too sure if its the exam stress setting in. I dun think so, cos 1 month is not short enough to scare me yet. But losing sleep and other symptoms, such as getting irritated easily seems to show something.

And ya, we have to decide on our specialisation soon. Its gonna be a tough decision cos this choice is gonna determine wat I'll be studying for the rest of my uni life and most probably decide which career I'm going into. Career? Didnt realise it was so near. I'm just not confident that I'll make a good choice for myself at this point in time. I suck at making decisions. I dunno wat I want in life. I dunno wat I'm good at. I dun even know why I'm here.

Love is so fragile?

Is this some break-up season? One by one, so many couples around me are breaking up. So love is fragile afterall. and break-up seems like a small issue. when problems arise, no effort is made to solve the problem or no time is taken to talk things out. I've always thought that its difficult to fall for someone, at the right timing, with the right person, with right feelings. So why are these people not cherishing what they have and not putting in effort to sustain that hard-to-come-by relationship?

Affairs of the heart is always so vexing.. its a blessing in disguise not to have a boyfriend. yet.