I had a very scary dream this morning that I woke up in tears! My roommate, my neighbour and I are all illegally staying in hall, and I dreamt that the hall people came to check our rooms when we were all sleeping, and they barged into our rooms while we were asleep. And they were all uncles! Then they started throwing our things out of the room, and we werent allowed to wash up or change. I started worrying for my exams, 3 weeks left and there's no place for me to study, so I started crying, then my roommate cried too. Then I woke up and found myself still safely on my bed, no uncles around, but I was in tears. Probably the dream was too real, and I realized how important my hall is, especially in the next few weeks!

After so many lessons learnt, I thought I'm better at judging people, but I'm not. I still suck at it. I'm disappointed with myself for falling for the same thing again and again.. I think life is really too short for u to keep making the same mistakes. Because we do take time to recover and build up confidence again. Probably I need to fall a few more times to become wise? I hope not.. cos it really hurts.

Been losing sleep like nobody's business, damn! Been doing nothing except fyp this whole week so if its not because of fyp, I cant think of why I cant get to sleep every night. When I dun have sufficient sleep, I cant think. When I cant think, I'll drink coffee. And probably because I drink coffee, I cant sleep. Tell me wat to do.

Just a few more sleepless nights.
Just a few more cans of nescafe to keep me going in the day.
Just 1 or 2 more long meeting in the Prof's room.

And we're free from FYP on FRIDAY!!