Hi everyone!

Just a short update cos I need a break from FM. all the bonds and interest rates are making me crazy! and I'm getting so bored in hall because I only get to see sarah, sarah, and sarah again. and she's always sleeping! haha.. when it comes to lunch or dinner time, its just cant 1, cant 2, cant 1 or cant 2.

While I'm looking forward to monday, I think I'll miss my hostel room. will be moving out very soon, and I doubt we will get back the same room next sem. Its been great staying in hall with sarah, especially during the exam period when we study together, seeing each other so much that we get so sick of each other. And also the times we laugh so crazily at silly things.

I've thought of many things to do during the holidays! I shall prepare the list after monday, gotta go back to calculate interest rates now.. All the best to those still having exams!

3 more to go..

My accounting paper is over!!

Sad to say, after being a student for so many years, I still suck at spotting questions. Haha. I'll better stop trying my luck, and study everything obediently.

30th April is coming soon.. Everyone, hang on there!

I have many thoughts running in my mind right now, but I find it difficult to express them in words.. After a series of events, I've learnt my lesson. After almost a year in uni, I'm still so gullible, believing every single word people tell me. Its getting scarier and more stressful in business, where everyone gets such good results. And those are the people who have been constantly complaining to you that they dont understand this and that. At the end of the day, I'm the only one failing my test while everyone gets high marks. When I try to recall the things they have been telling me, and I try to piece it with their results, it doesnt match at all.

Its not that I dont know fake people are over the place, I just dont know they can fake it so well. And experiencing it yourself is different from hearing other's experience. I thought I'm already well-prepared for such an environment, yet it isnt so.

Recalling the times in JC, when we say we dont understand something, all of us really dont understand and the whole class really fail the test together. Maybe I'm too used to that and havent adjusted to this new environment. Its ok, we are constantly learning from our mistakes and I think its not too late for me to experience this now. I still have 2 more years in uni, and I'm very sure I wont fall into anyone's trap anymore.

But then again, there are still nice people around, helping and encouraging me when I'm down. It gets very tiring when we have to be wary of everyone around us, but I dont think I have a choice, I have to start practising from now.