Before last week, I haven taken leave/break for a long time.. Prob since the start of 2010. Other than the time I was in China, anyway it didnt felt like a break cos the trip was so much more tiring than work.

After last week's short break, I realised not having a break, in a way, is good. U just keep working, and time passes really fast and the pay comes in month by month. Its after the break that u'll realise going back to work sucks. Its tiring, I dun have time to do things I want, I dun have enough rest, I dun have time to meet up with frens & I cant go out for supper when I crave for prata!! Especially so when I just started on a new drama! Forgotten when was the last time I watched one, prob months ago. And now I'm so addicted to it, I think of taking mc every morning, every now & then during work I just wish I can go home.

I just feel restless when I'm at work.. How to get back the motivation?

Daddy to Baby

I guess I can hold you
Sometime before you've grown
Let me tie your shoes
For soon you'll tie your own
You're learning the don'ts and do's
You're young and have the time
I know the day will come
When you do all these things alone
I want you to grow strong
Than your daddy could ever be
All the grand age of 2 you can do no wrong
And when you find success
There will be no soul prouder than me
So will you let me carry you?
One day you'll walk alone
I cannot bear to miss one day
From now till you've grown

Gotta learn this- 心淡

I'm in love with a watch that cost $395. After discount, its $295. Worth the buy?

Today is just another normal day for me. Probably the best thing so far is not having to go to work. I dunno wats wrong but I've been in a really bad mood the past week or so. Every single thing that can irritate me will irritate me. This has never happened before, & I dun think there's any way I can control my mood.

Just hoping to get pass this stage soon :)

祝我生日快乐

張學友-離開以後

I cant stand wat I'm going through now.. Work is ok, but not the long working hours, not the irregular dinner/no dinner kind of life. It sucks to the max, seriously. And I dun sleep well on most nites, even on wkends.. DAMN IT!

Opportunity

Have u had the experience of wanting to do something, but u keep thinking u had all the time in the world to do it & u keep procrastinating... Then one fine day everything that could stop u from doing it happens all at the same time. No matter how hard u think & try, there's no way out.

Even when u've convinced yourself that u shldnt waste time regretting, it does get back at u every now & then.

I was seldom able to see an opportunity until it had ceased to be one. ~Mark Twain

I wish...

I dun have to work on all mondays.
I can go shopping every week & buy everything I like.
I can take a cab home after shopping.
I can have meals with frens often.
I can end work early this week cos I haven shop enough la!!

Sometimes I'm so mindful of how people think of me that I keep acting in ways that I think they will like, and I end up losing myself. I dun recall being like this in the past.. I wish things could just happen naturally, without me thinking, making plans & making them happen.

Cos the more u plan, the more things may not go according to wat u want. Most importantly, its so mental draining. I'm so tired!