Words cannot describe how happy I am! My derivatives paper is finally over!!! Its been hell the past few days studying derivatives, especially last night. The night before papers are always miserable, and I didnt know I could sleep at 4am and wake up at 9am feeling very very awake. Think I'm too nervous to feel sleepy. Anyway, the paper was alright. Couldnt do a 30mark question, but I dun think many people can do it anyway, so its fine.

For the past 2hours I was kept busy looking at pictures. It was TVB's Sales Presentation last night, its another of the grand event that they have annually where all the previews of new shows in 2009 is being shown. And there are dance performances and the artistes have to do some socializing with 'important' people.

Its nice seeing them so enthusiastic! Its a pity we dun have such culture in Singapore.

These 'important' people are so lucky.

Its also the time for the female artistes to fight it out with each other. This is Sharon Chan, love her dress sense and she's so cool..
I think simple is always nice!
Worst dressed!! Among the female artiste it must be her!
I think its difficult for guys to dress awfully cos how bad can suits turn out? Yet some people can choose the ugliest colour among suits, he wins again!!

HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY Mich!!

We had too much fun last night, or I laughed too much during the making of our 'product'. Back in hall, I replayed and laughed another few rounds.. Cant wait for it to be edited and revealed soon!!

Getting really sick of hall food, and I must stop waking up at 1pm cos it makes me sleepy the whole afternoon!

My day didnt start well with only 4hours of sleep. I was so worried for my quiz cos each mcq was worth 5%, the quiz was 25% with 18chapters to prepare. I thought quizzes should mean lesser chapters tested, but I felt like I was preparing for exams. In the last 2mins of the quiz, I changed 2 of my answers, and fortunately saved 10%! How risky.

That already made my day, plus yan came over to study with me and kept me so motivated the whole afternoon. Never studied so much on a friday before. And then jingyi came over to have dinner with us, together with weiseng and sarah, how nice to have such a mini gathering. Its really nice having you guys in my life..

I wont be going home from now till exams.. With such a challenging goal to meet, I should stop wasting time watching tv at home. Hope I'll stay motivated!

If you have the opportunity to go back to any part of your life and start leading your life from that point again, would you?

If you're thinking hard and still cant think of any part of your life that you may wanna go back to, good for you. It means you haven made any wrong decisions or done anything that you're unhappy with.

Every road ahead of me is so dark, I cant help but keep looking back and wished things didnt turn out this way.

I'm so miserable!! I've been eating porridge, fishball noodle with soup, or fish soup every meal since monday! I've been unwell the past few days, if not I wouldnt have survived without eating rice for so many days. Anyway, I've just officially recovered a few minutes ago, when I started feeling very very hungry. Haven felt hungry for so long.. I'm craving for nutella with white bread, fried chicken wings, fries from mos burger, pearly soya milk, chicken cutlet and fillet-o-fish.

At the same time, I kind of like being sick. Its the only time I can sleep so much without feeling a tinge of guilt. :)

A show is good if it can bring u through different emotions, happy, sad, angry, touched.. And most importantly, bringing in the 'shiok' element in the crucial parts! If u do watch HK series, u wont wanna miss this!

Had quite a few birthday parties, and then there's a Mid-Autumn Festival party and finally a Wedding party!

Mel's 21st some 2weeks ago..


BBQ at Punggol Park.

ZW's 21st.

Congrats to my uncle, he waited so long for that day! He sang Hacken Lee's 一生不变 to his wife.. I want someone to sing to me too.

I'm so excited that I still cant get to sleep at 4am!!

- Its my 2nd uncle's wedding day tmr! Love attending weddings, they make me wanna get married too. And love the meet-ups with long time no see relatives!

- I'm just done watching Hacken Lee's 2008 concert DVD. My mum's boss bought it from HK for me again. Thanks uncle Mac!

- Just got back from a Mid-Autumn Festival BBQ party at Punggol Park! Its kind of rare that the BAF people can gather to have a BBQ party. We had fun playing, then burning paper lanterns!! Anyway, Punggol Park is quite a nice place to hold BBQ parties if u dun like being in crowded 'parks'.

- Finally went for a swim at the new Sengkang Sports Complex this afternoon. Been wanting to swim for a very long time, I'm so happy Sengkang finally has a swimming pool and its so near my place!

- I'm going to Bangkok again in Dec! This time round its with JY, rah, enlin, becca and her mum. Seriously I dun have extra money to go on a holiday, but it isnt easy that all of us could make it together. Since the chance is here and I really miss shopping in Bangkok, I dun mind maybe skipping more meals to save up. I have 2more months!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MUMMY!!!!

Having lessons so cant go back tonight, but we shall celebrate with Daddy's birthday on sunday!

Its been a very busy week.. Went for the Global Banks Networking Session on tuesday and learnt quite abit about the banks, some job scopes, and met some very nice and friendly people there.

Had lessons the whole of yesterday, and I had so much research to do last night cos I have 3project meetings later! Proj meetings can be fun, but I hate all the preparation work and I hate doing research!

Anyhow, I'm happy to finally have time to sit down for a proper lunch today.

Earlier on..

Indonesia's World No. 1 Liliyana Natsir and Nova Widianto survived a thrilling three-game match to hold off fourth seeds He Hanbin and Yu Yang of China 15-21, 21-11, 23-21 and advance to the Mixed Doubles finals of the Olympic Badminton tournament.

About 15mins ago,

Hendra Setiawan and Markis Kido of Indonesia defeated Cai Yun and Fu Haifeng of China in the Badminton Men's Doubles final.

This is the second Badminton gold medal for the Indonesian team in one night.

OH YEAH!! Both matches were very exciting! GO GO Indonesia!!!

The only part of The Love Guru that I like - Indian style More Than Words.

The Olympics have started! Love watching the Men's gymnastics and swimming! I just love watching, I dun remember any of their names! But there's this cute gymnast from Germany who performed so well on the horizontal bars that I'm so amazed.. He's so cute cos he keeps waving and smiling to the camera!

Some pictures from the past weeks..

Sending Audrey off on Yanting's Birthday!


Harris' 21st BIRTHDAY!!
In his cosy apartment..





080808 Gathering
At Pit Stop Cafe & Central..

I've gotten a place in hall one again! Been really lucky this 2 sems, getting to rent a room though I dun have enough points to stay. This time round I took less than 10mins to decide to stay in hall. Most probably I'll be having a 2 or 3-day week, but I'm hoping I'll spend my remaining days focusing on my FYP instead of watching tv at home.

Before I got a room I've already been having sleepless nights, worrying about my timetable, wat modules to get, about FYP... Now I'm worrying about the company that I'm going to have in the next few months, my new roommate, toiletmates and neighbours.

Every start of a new sem I'll be like this, but after emo-ing for a week or two, I'll be fine! I want all this to be over soon!!!

Went shopping with my Mum today, and I finally bought a watch! Been wanting to get a decent watch for the longest time, but haven seen any that I really like, or those that I like were just too expensive. Finally found wat I liked today, and my Mum bought it for me!

I love jy's fake Ray-Ban glasses..
Because he has it too!

This real stuff he got is not cheap at all!

My attachment is finally over!!! HAd a farewell party on friday and we had KFC and pizza for lunch. Had lots of fun gossiping, and we were forced to tell each of them our first impression of them. My colleagues have been very nice the past 10weeks, and they're all fun people! Miss working with them.

We were forced to have this silly ceremony, to receive the free gift from KFC!

Thats Meishan, my intern mate.
With my dear ladies..

Meishan and I on the very last day!
How I miss Meishan. She's been my pillar of support the past 10weeks! During the 10 working weeks we have no social life because we work 5and half days per week, and all we had was each other. The days where we sat in the canteen and started cursing our Boss and Lady boss, how we're gonna pretend to be sick and not go to work the next day, and ya, finally a friend who appreciates my Moses and thinks he's charming too. There was once we saw this handsome guy on the bus that resembles Moses and we stared at him the whole journey! If you think I'm easily amused, she can win me!

Been wanting to put up this video.. She's just so cute and amazing!!!!

I thought as we grow older, we'll be clearer with wat we want and wat we should be doing.

But after going through many things, I'm still the old me. The me who lacks a whole lot of self-discipline. From simple things like going to bed earlier every night seems so difficult. I make myself so tired while I'm at work. There are many things to do, the past 8week's weekly report and a final report for my attachment. I've been sitting on it since week 1.

I have many things in mind, but I've done none of them, including blogging! Got a whole lot of pictures to upload.. many things to say, many people to thank. I'll do it soon I promise!

By the way, just had an off day yesterday because it was subject registration day. And I was done with my registration by 10am. My parents took leave too, and we went to watch Kungfu Panda! OH man, I'm in love with Po the panda, he's so amusing my Mum and I laughed so hard with the other kids in the cinema. Love the show!

Besides having to make coffee yesterday, I accidentally knock my HR manager's trophy off the racks and a part of it fell off. My colleagues got me to buy superglue to stick it back, and thankfully the crack wasnt very obvious. She said it was ok but I was still feeling quite bad about it. Who knows... This afternoon a familiar loud noise came from the office again. After a while everyone burst into laughter, because my Accting manager broke yet another trophy from the same rack. The HR manager ONLY had that 2 trophies on the rack, and we took turns to knock them off. I broke a small part of it, but the Accting manager broke the other trophy into 2!

I'm so relieved. :)

Its quite an eventful day that I should sacrifice abit of my sleep to tell the story.

For the past 4weeks, I've been doing alot of brainless things at work..

1) Filing and more filing.
2) Calling all the banks to waive the Credit Card late charges for my lady boss. (My Boss and lady boss has 10over credit cards.)
3)Sort out all their credit card bills and issue cheques to the banks.
4) Read ClassifiedAds everyday to help our neighbour find a place to rent.
5) Help my lady boss burn VCDs and DVDs.
6) Given a list of 40+ people with chinese names, call them to ask for their english name.
7) ... the list goes on.

BUT none of them is as bad as my task today.

'Elaine, elaine!! 你去泡两杯咖啡上来!'

Yes, she made me make coffee.

I dun even have to make coffee myself at home, and I have to make coffee for her. Its really not about me being an undergrad or not. Its not that I'm an undergrad that I cannot do such things, but.. I've been doing just too many things that are not within my scope. Its so different from the tasks that they say on the first day of work. And I've been enduring. I'm an intern, so I should bear with everything and just do watever task thats been assigned to me. But making coffee is really my limit. And she didnt say it in a nice manner. It wasnt a 'Can u please..'. It was 'You go do...'

I'm treated like a part-timer. I feel I'm worse than one.

Just now C was telling us about D. It was shocking that D broke up with her bf. They were together for 2years plus. The last time we met up, they were still happily together. The more shocking news is, they broke up because D was two-timing him. The bf found out, broke up with D and she officially started with E. C said all along it was the bf who loves D more, and she was 'ok' with him being nice to her. It was when E appeared in her life that she realised she dun love him anymore.

D is our fren and we should support her no matter what she does. She told us she's happy now and its all that matters.

Sometimes I dun understand. All that matters is her happiness. How about the bf who has given his all for the past few years? D did not feel a tinge of guilt. How heartless one can become.

It must have been a bad week for everyone. While I was complaining how tired I was from work, while I was giving everyone the blackest face because I was really tired, I forgot how fortunate I was to be free from natural disasters, and most importantly, still have my family and friends with me.

I've stopped watching the news, I cant bear to see more heartbreaking news.. The people already have tonnes of things to worry about, and a long way to go to recover from the lost of their loved ones, yet the aftershocks seems to be never-ending. What's happening to the world?

Adaptability
If you live in the river, you should make friends with the crocodile.

Its the 2nd day of my internship today. I dun have much energy left, work is just so tiring!!

The happy thing is, I made a nice friend at work and I feel like the boss in office!