Cold Sore

Last night my brother's gf saw my face, and she told me this is called COLD SORE. we were actually having dinner then, and coincidentally my brother was having western food, and he said no, dun have coleslaw. HAhahaha! trying to be funny.. according to her, there may be a few causes, maybe because of the hot weather, stress or heatiness. most importantly, she has the cream to cure me. i just cant wait for that thing to recover. the itch is driving me mad, and i haven got appetite to eat for the past few days. when i eat rice, i gotta use the small spoon, and when i eat burger, i cant bite it, but have to cut it into smaller pieces then put into my mouth. Eating is such a chore.

Handsome guys

This is the show i've been watching on scv every night.

Today, this guy died and i cried like mad. in the show, he's so cool and handsome! though he's in his 40s, i think he's very charismatic and i like him much more than the young guys in the show! he waited for a girl for 20 odd years and they were almost going to be together, then he died.


This is Ron Ng, one of the police trainees in this show. his hair is short in the show, not so good-looking. he looks cuter in this pic!

So cool!

Hee.. handsome!!

Ok, since i'm at the topic of handsome guys in Hongkong, i definitely cant miss him out. In my heart, he is definitely Number 1 handsome actor in Hongkong!

His name is Kevin Cheng. he can sing very well too!

Check out this video, and take note that the first to appear is Hacken Lee, the most handsome of all!!

Handsome Guy's Singing

My FACE!

Last night i asked my brother if that thing on my face was a pimple, and he said yes. so i was thinking, its just another big pimple coming. today when i woke up, it was more than a pimple! bigger and much more disgusting than a pimple. till now i dunno wat it is, but its something like a bubble and its right below my lip. because of that, i did not have appetite to eat until 3plus in the afternoon. its really uncomfortable cos its big, and it itches every second. told my mum about it through the phone, wanting her to show me some concern, but she told me this. according to those old people, it must be a lizard shitted on your face while u're asleep. i feel so sick, and YUCKS! i'm feeling bad enough and my mum have to tell me such things.

So, if there are other constructive advice as to wat i should do to heal that bubble, please let me know. i need cure as soon as possible!

Unforgettable..

Today i had the BEST birthday celebration ever. dunno how to put it, but i'm really touched by my friends. knowing i like the adidas jacket, they bought it without a second word said. Then when we were having dinner at Globetrotters, they insisted that its their treat. usually, we go dutch even on birthday dinners. since today i started a new trend, i guess in future it will be like this rite?! if not also nvm lah, i've already benefitted from this. and they ordered my favourite Banana Carbana for me! the rest drink ice water leh.. hehe. anyway nobody appreciates the Banana Carbana as much as i do.

Then there was a surprise! the staffs brought in a slice of Chocolate Banana cake with a candle and a balloon tied to the spoon. following that was the loudest birthday song i've ever heard! it was really loud rite? or its because i'm being surrounded? in the midst of the loud birthday song, i peered over and saw that the handsome angmoh boss is also singing leh.. wahaha..

For 2nd round, we went to Esplanade and ate at Chocz. The chocolate fondue very BEST! esp when the chocolate is warm.. i like it best with marshmellow, banana and the biscuit. the apple crumble and baked cheesecake was disappointing :( And the nectar, ok lah.. too bitter for me, but its very special! the worst part of today is that no one brought camera! I really got to save up and buy myself a digital camera..

Really appreciate the effort from all of u, especially yan and audrey, to make this celebration so fun and unforgettable. my likes and dislikes, u guys noe it best. wat more can i ask for?

22.06.06

My birthday is over with a blink of eye.. but i had a great time today! went to bugis with jingyi, then sarah came to join us, followed by vivien, enlin, beishan and then cassan. shopped at bugis for a while and then had dinner at Billy Bombers. Most of us ate Honey Spring Chicken which was nice, but very difficult to cut. besides jingyi who just used all her strength to tear the chicken apart, all of us had difficulty eating the chicken with knife and fork. how nice if i could use my hands.. take a good look at the pics when they are ready to see who made the biggest mess with the chicken! mine wasnt the most messy, but all my carrots flew out of my plate! hahaha, forgot to take a photo of jingyi cutting the chicken, that super serious look on her face. and then the Chocolate Fudge ice cream was fabulous.. dinner did not last very long, cos i think they cant wait to continue shopping. so we went on to shop. At the end of the day, Rah finally got the denim shorts she wanted, enlin and her got converse shoes, beishan and vivien bought a top each and jingyi got herself a jacket. I got a 3/4 jeans as my birthday present from rah, en, vivien and bei! jingyi bought me 2 special belts and a nice birthday card with all her love inside! Oh ya, and we bumped into calvin while shopping. Hehe, was just telling him i havent met him for a long time, and we bumped into each other..

Yesterday's list should continue..

22/06/06

Harris
around 1.30am on msn

Grandma 6.30am
My grandma not that pro.. she dunno how to sms, but for the past few years, my uncle have been sending birthday smses to me on behalf of her. Not that we are that busy to talk on the phone, but she also wanna follow the trend mah..

3rd Uncle 6.38am

Big Uncle 7.36am
My uncle remembers my birthday though he is working in China.. i'm touched!!

Calvin 8.58am

Amy 10.18am

Yiting 10.22am

Audrey 11.03am

Michelle 11.53am

Sinwei 5.26pm

Kaisiang 5.51pm

Carolin 7.10pm

Jingyi 10.24pm

Thanks to all who smsed me. Really appreciate it. :-)

Ps: Jingyi really turned out to be the last.. happy now? u win.

Its my day!!

Just now went for dinner with audrey. that shopping queen spoiled my plan for the night. was supposed to skip dinner tonight, cos ya, dun wanna look fat or bloated tmr mah.. but she bothered to come all the way to hougang to meet me, so of cos must go lah. and of all things she wanna eat western food, so i ended up eating chicken cutlet. the chicken cutlet so big portion, and we ordered onion rings also. so i had a very very heavy meal. then we went to shop at hougang mall, and i bought a knee-length denim pants. this time its dark coloured. when i tried at the shop, it looked good, but when i tried it at home, the colour very weird leh, not those colour that i like. and my mum and brother say very ugly. sian man!

Ok, enough of all the nonsense. now, i wanna sincerely thank all those who smsed me to wish me.

Kenny 21/06/06
10.45pm

Debbie 21/06/06
11.40pm

Peiwen 21/06/06
11.54pm

Yanting 22/06/06
12.00am
Congrats to yanting! she's officially the first to sms me ON my birthday!

Melvin 22/06/06
12.00am
Mel, u're 2nd! next year type faster k?

Enlin 22/06/06
12.14am

Sarah 22/06/06
12.16am

Last but not least,
Vivien 22/06/06
12.11am on msn

I'm too happy to sleep tonight! thanks everybody.. love u guys!!

Ps: So far, my favourite sms is from mel..
Here goes:
Although time make u a year older, but deep down i know you are still as ke ai as ever =P have a wonderful birthday.. take care.. nitx

Mel is so truthful and sweet.. love u!!

Little Brother

I watched this korean movie Little Brother on scv last sat. its a very touching movie about this boy and his elder brother. one day they discovered that the elder brother had a brain tumour, so he went for an operation to have his tumour removed. this little brother naturally feels neglected cos his parents spend most of their time taking care of his sick brother. once, he was so angry with his brother that he took his brother's towel to wipe his body. he didnt expect this to land his brother in hospital once again. from then on, he became less playful and even did many things to try to save his brother. soon, his brother had to undergo another operation cos the cancer cells are spreading again. i cried the most at this scene where they were outside the operation theatre and his bro begged his parents to bring him home, because he doesnt want to go through the operation once again cos it hurts alot. moreover, even if the operation saved his life, he would become blind. in the end he survived, but lost his eyesight. its touching to see the once playful boy holding on to his brother's hand as they walked, and even helping his brother button up his coat while they were out playing in the snow. the saddest part of all is that this is actually a true story. this boy have undergone 4 major operations and is still somewhere out there, fighting cancer.

After watching this movie, i was thinking those 'problems' that i'm facing is really nothing compared to the sufferings of this boy and many other sick children out there. so all of us should learn to complain less and cherish our life more.

My first dinner..

Today i cooked dinner! its my first time preparing dinner, including buying the ingredients myself. i've always had interest in cooking, but didnt have much chance to show my skills. today i just suddenly felt like cooking, so i went to cold storage and just pick some stuffs, then went back home and started cooking. since its my first meal, of cos i cooked my all-time favourite, potatoes. its potatoes with minced meat in the black sauce, my favourite dish. whenever my grandma cook this, i wont even bother to look at other dishes. then for dessert we have green bean soup. believe it or not, its really my first time cooking, but my dad and mum really say nice leh. and somemore they say not enough. my dad say next time i can take over him and i dun mind. it feels good when people around u appreciate your effort, so i'll learn to cook other dishes to reward them! :-)

World Cup Fever

Just when i thought me and my mum wasnt in the least bit affected by world cup, i was wrong. just now she pointed at 2 fishballs and asked me 'why u still dun eat your football?' then i guess u guys noe wat happened to me for the following 5 mins.

Just received the Ntu handbook just now. i'm getting scared cos i noe this means school is going to start and my current lifestyle is going to end very soon. once its gone, i'll never be able to lead this kind of life anymore. more and more obstacles and challenges waiting for the me who totally have no interest or motivation to face and overcome. i foresee i'm going to face many things alone in my near future. i've never had this kind of fear, because previously i always have friends around when moving to a new environment. this time round, i'm really gonna be alone. if i'm granted a wish now, i hope i can remain in june 2006 forever.

Driving again..

Had driving lesson just now. got so much scolding from my instructor cos i forgot many important things he taught me in the first lesson. keep making silly mistakes and i cant coordinate when he suddenly give so many instructions. i'm just not myself just now. and then his car broke down after i finish my lesson. haha, i dun think its me lah, today the car only died once mah. last week died 5 times leh. next week i better be more awake!

Last night had family dinner. its been a long time since the 4 of us sat down together. miss the happy, good old days..

Shopping :-)

I had a great day! went shopping with yan, audrey and yt at bugis just now. its been a long time since the 4 of us gathered to go shopping, and it feels good to be with them again. we had lunch at this terra restaurant or terra something. i think the food there was quite ok, but yt kept complaining about the quality of the food throughout the whole time we were there, until the bill came. our set meal was supposed to be $10++ per person, plus we topped up our drinks from coffee/tea to mocha and shakes, so we gotta pay extra $2 plus or $3, but when the bill came, yt found out that the total amount is only $41 plus, which meant that each of us only need to pay $10.45. so she smelled something fishy and say we should get out of that place asap. haha, so with all the money in our hands, we grabbed everything and went out in the fastest possible time. ok, maybe that restaurant had some promotion that we were unaware of, so it was so cheap! i cant help but laugh at yt for not upgrading her coffee, wahaha.. after that we went to Pink Industrie where i bought this brown top. despite the rain, we went ahead to bugis street to shop. there were many cheap and nice stuff there, like i got this knee-length pants with those big pockets at only $18, while its sold at Far East at $30. i also bought a belt and a white t-shirt, thus achieving my goal for the day. and i've found the bag that i've long wanted! its sold in wallet shop, that Myuk brand. its those leather bag and its only $36, but i haven bought it cos there are more designs coming up in this 2 weeks. today's shopping ended very early for me, cos had to rush back to sengkang by 9 for my guitar lesson. i really cant bear to leave bugis, cos there are still many places we haven shopped!

While shopping, i had the feeling that i dun wanna go for the guitar lesson, but when i'm having lessons, i hope it'll never end. its really nice to learn something u like, u just cant wait to learn more. i just realised how fortunate i am to be able to do wat i've always been wanting to do. i may have wasted many months by not enrolling myself into a music school earlier, but its always not too late to start learning. because of the lost time, i appreciate the learning process even more. so, if there are things u've been wanting to do, cast all worries aside and just do it! then u'll be able to be as happy as i am now. hope my passion for guitar will stay with me forever and ever!!

06.06.06

Yesterday went to watch Over the Hedge with Michelle. many parts quite funny, and the last part was abit touching too, so its a good movie to watch if u want a relaxing afternoon. so since we were already at orchard, we cant possibly miss shopping rite?! when we came out it was raining, and the rain really dampened my mood, cos i really dislike getting wet all over by the rain. in the end, we parted at around six plus, cos i was too tired and hungry to shop further, and i cant wait to eat my char siew rice at home. luckily got home in time to watch the 8pm and 9pm show on SCV. at 945pm, right after watching Shui Dong Lou, i was so tired that i went to bed immediately. well, i was happy cos i was thinking i wont have difficulty getting to sleep since i was so tired, but who knows mr eden toh is so hyper last night that he shouted for my mum so loudly when he came home! so, i almost jumped out of my bed at 1140pm. and then i couldnt sleep anymore. i think i finally went back to sleep around 1 or 2am, but was again woken up at 7am by this old woman who called the wrong number. then i couldnt sleep again. wat a day!

and by the way, i received a letter from Meridian saying i got the Colours Award. heard from jy that its some cca awards, but i'm puzzled because honestly, i dun recall being very outstanding in guitar. compared to many others, i'm neither a good player nor an active member. seriously, i'm not at all keen about going on stage to get an award. before i got this letter, i was planning to just go as an ex-student to see the ceremony. i'll prefer to sit there and see rather than go up on stage.

Life sucks..

Life sucks when u have difficulty getting to sleep every night.

Life sucks when u are not at all looking forward to moving on to the next phase of your life.

Life sucks when u have no choice but to leave home, leave your parents and stay out for the next 3 years. because there is no one out there who will love u as much as your parents do, and no one will ever be like your parents, always putting your benefits and well-being above theirs no matter wat happens.

Life sucks when there are so much uncertainties in your near future.

Life sucks when u miss someone so much but he doesnt noe it.

Life sucks when u cant have that someone's support when u need it badly, or share happy things with him.

Ups and Downs in Life

When something bad happens very suddenly in your life, beware! more will follow.. just when i thought things could be resolved with some job done, things arent that simple. when heaven wants u to be troubled and worried, u cant run away from it. so yeah, i'm indeed very troubled now. this time round, i hope i can solve my problems myself. dun want to trouble my parents anymore because they always get more worried than myself. i hope and i believe things will turn out fine eventually.

I love shopping because when u are out shopping, u can cast all the unhappy things aside. i'm very satisfied with everything i bought today, and thats the best feeling ever, not having any regrets with wat u bought and feeling that your money is very well-spent. i got a retro top, highly recommended by ms cheng that i should try retro style. then bought this checkered knee-length pants to go with it. and also that jeans, i love the design and colour. and i'm so proud of myself for leading ms cheng into that shop, where she bought the t-shirt that is so cheap and nice. so happy that both of us got something we like at the end of this tired day. but it seems that we didnt benefit much from GSS rite? why ah?

My First Guitar Lesson

Before i had my first guitar lesson, my day was a sucky day. I just realised that my grandma has aged alot. i guess i haven given her much attention since i moved to sengkang. we dun get to see each other as often as before, and even when i have time, i wont think of giving her a call to ask how she's doing. today i accompanied her to the hospital for a check-up, and she gotta take lots of medicine home. and she already have al0t at home. when did she start taking all these medicines i really dunno. when did she start having all this illness i dunno either. haiyo i feel so bad..

My First Guitar Lesson definitely brightened my sucky day. Erm, my guitar teacher, he's... eh.. haha, he's black! Haha, he's an Indian man and he's got long hair, haha..

Got a big shock when i saw him, my mum definitely got a bigger one. before i go in she keep telling me, u be careful ah.. ignore her lah she's abit racist. (just like Ms Cheng) Anyways, he's a nice guy, quite friendly. but well, i just feel uncomfortable speaking to people who doesnt understand chinese, like Indians and ang-mohs. sometimes when they speak too fast i just cant catch them and its very awkward leh. so far, i can hear most of the things my teacher says, so hope there's no communication problem. I'm so happy i'm finally learning guitar, i'm so excited about learning new guitar skills and my teacher says he'll teach me easy ways to read notes. oh my god, i cant wait for the next lesson!!